moved

It was a long time ago that I've moved. Something tells me that I should. So, I followed that certain something (I'm being weird...) and moved.

You're still free to read the archives of this site and marvel at the uncanny times I had during the first few months of seventh grade.

But, currently, I'm using http://twisted-twilight.blogspot.com. So, feel free to visit it! =)

blog-leave

Uhm. So yeaaa. I've been really reserved nowadays. Well, back to the nerdy mee. Yay.

I'd probably still blog... but in another site. It'll be really confidential, and only my close friends'll know about it. Yeah. Really.

yeah

I wrote this awhile ago at around 12:30 AM. I couldn't sleep. Insomniac. XD

*I'm using codenames.

Soooo... it's sembreak.

HELP! How can you tell somebody that his actions are disturbing even though they're just jokes? Jeez. I just felt so uneasy.

I feel so hidden. It's as if I'm too conservative! I see myself as the nerdy freakazoid who dreams to be a rich mad scientist, at the same time, be a saint or a patroness of whatever. What dreams!!! You know... when a guy's getting intimate and all... I feel so uncomfortable that I suddenly separate myself from him and avoid contact. That's why, I guess, I haven't had any suitors, MU's or even know a single person who has a crush on me. I tend to separate myself from the "possibilities". I worry a lot. Moreover, I think a lot. I just feel so guilty bit being open to my parents. That's why, I avoid any romantic situations. Maaga pa lang, I try to kill the budding growth. It just sucks though because I don't experience the "kilig factor" that my other female friends experience.

I tend to be soooo secretive. Hell. I just don't trust anybody easily. Not even the ones who are dear to me.

BOTTOMLINE: I MISS TWILIGHT (Ehem, codename...doii)! Though, we don't talk too much in school, I miss him. He's not my ideal man, but there's something in him that make my heart beat so fast! Do I love him? Waaaah... XD

I dreamt about Twi (Twilight)! He was with his friend in this gamezone whatsoever. I was entering that place with a billiard stick and my school bag in hand (yes, my dreams are weird) when I suddenly saw them. I pretended to not notice them and instead said hello to my friend. Then, I rushed to get out. Getting to the railings of the mall (it seemed like Glorietta), they chased me. So, I greeted them. So we talked. It was just a nice dream. *Sigh* Oh, and such a long dream too. Before this, it started as a family reunion, that turned into a ghost-hunting fest, then suddenly became an ala-soap opera Crazy for You where I was the Janice and I got linked with a cute guy and then turned into a de ja vu of the fieldtrip where we got to do absolutely nothing at Tagaytay Highlands until evening fall... which suddenly became a party for my friends aaaand afterwhich, the incident with Twi then my computer session... then waking up with the TV switched on with my brother watching.

I'm quite surprised I remember the details of the dream. What happens to most people is that they only remember a fragment of it.

Here are some quotes I made up for Twi:

Under the palm tree

We sit together

Setting our feelings free

Waiting for forever

***
Isn't it wonderful

How I can make

Simple words beautiful

For your sole sake

***

Living in dreams

Believing falsely

Yet it seems

Just like a medley

Forgive me, I'm not poetic. I'm just amazed how I can suddenly make these in just a short span of time for Twi when I want to write a poem, it takes me an eternity to make a stanza.

Oh! I'm sorry if I acted like a teeny bopper here in this. Hahaha. La lang. ;-p

song

Uhm. So. I don't want cobwebs & dust to show up here in my site. So, Imma update.

Nothing's happening lately. Just, I'm so relieved that we already scheduled a date for the IP--Friday.

OMFG! Yesterday, Halloween, I was sooo vain. I kept on taking picss of myself. Forgive me, I was just bored. Here's my favorite:

I just talked to Cherianne thru the phone. We talked about stuff that's been happening in the school. Actually, we have the same perspectives & views about those. Hey, you'll only experience youth for one time in your life. Enjoy it. Don't rush things! You'll never unravel the hidden beauty of life.

I'm soooo addicted to this song:

Love Will Show You Everything

by: Jennifer Love Hewitt

(If Only OST)

***

Today, today I bet my life

You have no idea

What I feel inside

Don't, be afraid to let it show

For you'll never know

If you let it hide

***

I love you

You love me

Take this gift and don't ask why

Cause if you will let me

I'll take what scares you hold it deep inside

And if you ask me why I'm with you

And why I'll never Leave

Love will show you everything

***

One day

When youth is just a memory

I know you'll be standing right next to me

***

I love you

You love me

Take this gift and don't ask why

Cause if you will let me

I'll take what scares you hold it deep inside

And if you ask me why I'm with you

And why I'll never leave

My love will show you everything (x4)

*Sobs* It's so cute & romantic. I'm addicted to this song. Argh! XD

Uhm. So yeah. I think this ends here. *Sigh*

When will I find the perfect someone who can watch the sunset with me?

miracle

I can't believe that I actually made a link button! Not just that, a scroll box to go with it as well!

Miracles do happen. *Sheds a tear, dramatic playing of the violin*

Scroll down & go to the Link Me. section. Kindly copy the contents of the scroll box & paste it to your site. Please, please, pwetty, please?

I'm sooooo... happy! Yay. ;-)

uhm

Currently having a reunion via confe.

Imma update later.

Sooo. Yeah.

"With each rainbow comes a drizzle, that meets the sun & starts to
sizzle. You & I on that bridge above, forever one & so in love."

sembreak

So, yeah. It's sembreak. Dundundundun... *mad playing of the piano here*.

First of all, I don't want to spend my sembreak just at home with nothing to do but to face the computer and get my bottom glued to the chair.

First thing I did to start my sembreak was to go to school and design the bulletin board yesterday! Well, Ms. Ayta wanted a uber nice bulletin board in preparation for the forthcoming PAASCU accreditation that will happen on November 22-23. Since 7C is one of the nearest classroom to the headquarters of the PAASCU committee which will be the HELE room, we wanted our homeroom to be as beautiful and presentable as possible. Vian, Orvs, Ralph, Donica & I were assigned to do that job. Sherjan & Quentin joined the troop and made the work all fun and unexpectedly "educational". Haha. Actually, the ones who really did the final job were Ate Tere (Orv's yaya), Ralph & I because the first plan didn't push through when everybody left already. So before that, it was really fun because we witnessed the works of the Endocrine System. Adrenaline rush happened to Ralph & Vian when they were almost seen on the roof by Sir Ramilo and Miss De Mesa. Good thing they went back to the classroom in a blink of an eye. We were also intrigued by the "statue" of Sherjan. Hehehe. ;-) Since we were using the boys' CR for water resources due to the unavailability of the girls', we were spooked by the STENCH mixed with a evident odor of cigar smoke. Wooo. Haha! Sherjan also told stories about how the Muslim religion came to be and why they consider pork dirty. Though, the highlight of everything was when Ms. Ayta told us that she was so happy we came and tried our best to make the bulletin board nice.

It was a really great start for my sembreak. Productive and meaningful. =D

I want to thank Jenn for teaching my how to get brushes for photoshop. Hoorah.

Please, please post on my tagboard! I'd really appreciate it. A whole lot.

"If I'd die tonight, I go with no regrets. If it's in your arms, I know that I
was blessed. And if your eyes are the last things I see, then I know the beauty,
heaven holds for me."

paperbags

So, there were no classes today.

I went shopping with my mom. We went to the mall with dad to buy a checkered polo shirt for the UN Parade. After minutes of walking around, we finally saw a cute one from Petit Monde. Weee! I was even able to buy two tops from there. Yipee.

On our way to another store, I bought headbands and clips. 'La laaang. :D

I asked Ma if we could go to Bench to buy a perfume. I even saw a uber cute top there. So, I asked Ma if I could get it, then she agreed! Wooo. :D Joy. I was able to buy the perfume I've been dying to buy since yesterday. That's not the only good thing that happened to me. I realized Mikee Lee was advertising Bench! Ahhh! x) I know! Isn't it marvelous? There were pictures of him in the store. Only, he looked rather gay in one kasi nakaakbay siya kay Gerald. But, the pic where he was listening to his iPod, I could die of admiration!

I need to finish "The Island of the Blue Dolphins".

I heard Nyoy Volante's version of "Panalangin". I still prefer Moonstar88's version.

Tumingin ka lang sa langit. Baka sakaling may masumpungan. O 'di kaya ako'y tawagin nang malaman mong kahit kailan, hawak kamay. 'Di kita iiwan sa paglakbay.